The House I Paid For Was Never Mine Chapter 10
Once, she threatened to cut her wrist again. GavinÂ
did not go to her; he called emergency services and my parents.Â
Brielle broke down over the phone. “You used toÂ
abandon Laurel whenever I said I was sick!”Â
“On the day she miscarried, I only had to say I wasÂ
scared, and every one of you came with me to getÂ
married. How can you ignore me now?”Â
The call was on speaker. My parents heard everyÂ
word.Â
Brielle had always understood what each suddenÂ
illness took away from me. She was not asÂ
innocent as they imagined.Â
This time, Gavin did not put all the blame on her. “IÂ
chose you again and again.”Â
“Your parents abandoned Laurel again and againÂ
too. You exploited our favoritism, but we were theÂ
people who truly hurt her.”Â
The words struck everyone like a slap.Â
My mother finally remembered a question I askedÂ
before my wedding. “If you ever had to chooseÂ
between Brielle and me, whom would yourÂ
choose?”Â
She had answered impatiently, “You’re healthy.Â
Why do you always compete with your sister?”Â
Over those five years, they had made countlessÂ
choices. Not once had they chosen me.Â
The civil case lasted eight months. When BrielleÂ
could not repay the money, the court ordered theÂ
house sold.Â
The proceeds were applied to the judgment after. the lender was paid.Â
The home my family once called Brielle’sÂ
permanent security became the evidence thatÂ
finally forced them to acknowledge who had.Â
funded it.Â
As she surrendered the keys, she cried to myÂ
parents, “You said this house would always beÂ
mine.”Â
For the first time, my father did not blame me forÂ
her pain. He only said wearily, “It was never yours.”Â
After Brielle gave birth, Gavin assumed fullÂ
financial and custodial responsibility for the childÂ
but never returned to her.Â
Once the state’s required waiting period passed,Â
he filed for divorce.Â
She refused, screamed, and again used her healthÂ
as a threat. The man who once abandonedÂ
everything for her calmly referred every issue toÂ
his attorney.Â
Their marriage eventually ended.Â
Brielle had obtained the marriage certificate, theÂ
house, and the child. She never received the loveÂ
she most wanted to steal from me.Â
My parents continued living with her and the baby,Â
and their home remained busy. But no one at theÂ
table remembered everyone’s dietary needs inÂ
advance.Â
The holidays still arrived, but gifts were bought.Â
late and medical appointments wentÂ
unscheduled.Â
They finally noticed how much invisible work I hadÂ
done only after no one remained to do it.Â
No one organized holiday gifts or annual physicals.Â
They finally made room for me, but dust settled over that empty place, and the woman who once filled it never returned.Â
Two years later, my project officially launched. At the company celebration, Dana announced that I would become the youngest regional director in our division.Â
As the room applauded, I remembered the afternoon my project bonus arrived.Â
I had rushed to the bank, eager to make the lastÂ
payment on what I believed was my family’sÂ
home.Â
That day, I thought I had lost my partner, my sister,Â
my parents, and my best friend. Looking back, IÂ
had lost only a place that had never truly belongedÂ
to me.Â
After leaving, I regained myself.Â
When the celebration ended, I went to close on aÂ
new condo. The title officer handed me theÂ
documents and smiled.Â
“The property owner will be you, correct?”Â
I looked at my name on the page and nodded.Â
“Correct.”Â
This time, I had earned the down payment andÂ
would carry the mortgage. Only I held the keys.Â
My mother still sent greetings on holidays, and my father mailed one belated birthday gift every year.Â
Gavin no longer disturbed me often.Â
Only on my birthday did he send the same.Â
message.Â
Gavin: [Laurel, I’m sorry.]Â
I never replied.Â
He once asked how I could abandon ten years ofÂ
love so easily. The answer was that it had neverÂ
happened in an instant.Â
It was seventeen unanswered calls.Â
It was the wedding picture they took while I lost my child alone.Â
It was the deed bearing Brielle’s name after I paid. the mortgage for five years.Â
It was Gavin asking me to save her first even though he knew I was anemic.Â
Each time they abandoned me, they removedÂ
something from that love. By the time I turnedÂ
away, nothing remained.Â
Night deepened beyond my windows, and lightsÂ
appeared in homes across the city. I switched onÂ
the lights in my new condo.Â
No one waited for me to surrender my room, myÂ
partner, or my life.Â
I no longer needed to ask why they did not loveÂ
- me.Â
For the rest of my life, I would love myself well.
