The House I Paid For Was Never Mine Chapter 06
I waited for Gavin to return from Brielle’s side andÂ
for my parents to remember they had anotherÂ
daughter.Â
After crossing the country, someone had finally told me I was allowed to care for myself first.Â
That night, I slept for hours in the company apartment. I did not dream about Gavin or theÂ
child I had lost.Â
Rain tapped the windows when I woke. For theÂ
first time, I realized the world had not collapsedÂ
when I left them.Â
I later learned that Gavin returned home on theÂ
night of my flight and sat alone in the living room.Â
until morning. My keys and mortgage recordÂ
waited on the table.Â
Half the closet was empty. My favorite mug,Â
slippers, and toiletries were gone.Â
Only the note reminding me to carry my keys.Â
remained on the console. He called again andÂ
again, but every attempt went straight to anÂ
unavailable number.Â
My mother insisted I was sulking. “Laurel has always been like this.Â
“If someone hurts her feelings, she expects to beÂ
coaxed.”Â
“Once Brielle is discharged, we’ll talk to her together. She’ll come back.”Â
Gavin believed the same thing.Â
No matter how badly we had argued over the previous ten years, I eventually forgave him whenever he offered me warm honey water.Â
For the first time, he turned off the living–room light and stopped searching.Â
He thought he only needed to wait. The woman who had loved him for ten years would inevitablyÂ
return on her own.Â
After Brielle left the hospital, my mother took her directly to the house. “We don’t know when LaurelÂ
will come back.Â
“You’re pregnant and need help, so stay here forÂ
now.”Â
Brielle said it felt inappropriate, yet her clothes were hanging in the primary bedroom by thatÂ
evening.Â
She replaced my curtains, moved our wedding portrait into storage, and tore the old note fromÂ
the console.Â
Within a day, the home I had arranged over five years reflected her choices. She occupied my side of the closet as naturally as she had taken myÂ
place on the deed.Â
When Gavin returned, the paper lay crumpled in the trash. He stared before bending to retrieve it.Â
Brielle looked surprised. “It was an old note.Â
“I thought it didn’t matter anymore.”Â
He gave no answer. He carefully smoothed it and taped it back in its original place.Â
That night, Brielle asked for water. Out of habit,Â
Gavin added a spoonful of honey as he had.Â
always done for me.Â
She took one sip and frowned. “I don’t like sweetÂ
drinks.”Â
His hand tightened around the glass.Â
He had accompanied her to countlessÂ
appointments, knew every medication dosage, and understood that stress caused her chest pain.Â
But he did not know how she drank her water, thatÂ
she needed a light on to sleep, or that pollen triggered her allergies.Â
What they knew best about each other wasÂ
hospitals, tears, and emergency calls. He hadÂ
mistaken the fragility that awakened his pity forÂ
love.Â
Their closeness had always depended on a crisisÂ
that allowed him to rescue her.Â
Ordinary life exposed how little they knew about.Â
one another beyond medication schedules andÂ
fear.Â
My life with him had been so stable that he forgotÂ
the entry light, the pressed shirts in his closet, andÂ
the soup waiting when he came home late hadÂ
never appeared by themselves.Â
With tears in her eyes, Brielle asked, “Now that Laurel is gone, do you regret marrying me?”Â
Gavin denied it instinctively. “Don’t imagineÂ
things.”Â
Yet he looked toward the front door as he spoke.Â
It remained empty. I did not burst in with a smileÂ
or ask whether he had a hard day.Â
Two weeks later, Gavin finally visited my office. The receptionist told him I had formally transferred to Seattle for at least three years.
