The House I Paid For Was Never Mine Chapter 05
Gavin clamped a hand around my wrist. “Enough.Â
“You’re coming to the hospital.”Â
Only there did I learn that Brielle had a rare bloodÂ
type.Â
Units from the regional blood center were still inÂ
transit, and neither my parents nor Gavin wasÂ
compatible.Â
I was the only available match.Â
The nurse studied my test results with concern.Â
“Ms. Bennett’s blood pressure is low, and she’sÂ
anemic.Â
“A large directed donation isn’t medicallyÂ
advisable.”Â
I looked at Gavin. Since my miscarriage threeÂ
years earlier, I had struggled with anemia.Â
He knew that.Â
He avoided my eyes and said softly, “Save BrielleÂ
first.”Â
“Laurel, I’m begging you. Once she and the babyÂ
are safe, I’ll take you home.”Â
I had waited to hear those words countless times.Â
Now they created no movement inside me.Â
Under everyone’s pressure, I signed the emergency–donation consent form.Â
After the needle entered my vein, my mother repeatedly asked whether they had collected enough.Â
The nurse warned them again that I was already weak and that the collection had to stop at the first sign of instability.Â
No one answered her concern; every questionÂ
remained about Brielle.Â
Gavin stayed beside the phone, waiting for newsÂ
about Brielle. No one noticed the color drainingÂ
from my face.Â
When the donation ended, I stood and darknessÂ
swallowed my vision. Before losingÂ
consciousness, I heard the nurse cry out.Â
Gavin seemed to take one step toward me, butÂ
someone shouted from Brielle’s room, “She’sÂ
awake!”Â
He immediately turned away.Â
When I opened my eyes again, morning hadÂ
arrived. I lay alone in an observation room while aÂ
nurse removed my IV.Â
There were no flowers, no coat folded over theÂ
chair, and no family member waiting beside theÂ
bed.Â
The emptiness made clear that even my collapseÂ
had not changed anyone’s priority.Â
“Your sister’s baby survived. Everyone went to seeÂ
her.”Â
My phone held one message from Gavin.Â
Gavin:[Brielle is stable. When she wakes, come.Â
apologize to her.]Â
I gave a bitter smile and blocked him.Â
After discharge, I took a cab home, retrieved my suitcase, and placed my keys and the finalÂ
mortgage–payment record on the table. Then IÂ
headed to the airport.Â
As boarding began, my mother texted:Â
Mom:[Stop sulking. Remember to come to the hospital tonight.]Â
I turned off my phone without responding. TheÂ
plane lifted from the runway, and the city beneath me steadily shrank.Â
After a connection and ten hours of travel, I landed in Seattle. The moment I switched on my phone,Â
missed calls flooded the screen.Â
Gavin’s first messages were angry.Â
Gavin: [Where did you go?]Â
Gavin: [Brielle is awake. Everyone is waiting.]Â
Gavin:[Running away won’t excuse you fromÂ
apologizing.]Â
Two hours later, his tone had changed.Â
Gavin:[I came home and found your keys.]Â
Gavin: [Laurel, answer me.]Â
Gavin:[Where are you?]Â
His final message had arrived half an hour earlier.Â
Gavin:[Please don’t scare me.]Â
My mother and Sienna had called repeatedly too.Â
Mom accused me of deliberately worrying.Â
everyone when Brielle had barely saved her baby.Â
Sienna told me to stop while I was ahead.Â
Sienna:[Gavin already agreed to keep living withÂ
you. What more do you want?]Â
I answered none of them. After shutting down myÂ
old phone, I looked toward the unfamiliar streets.Â
beyond the airport.Â
Dana Brooks, the regional director, stood outside.Â
holding a sign with my name. She took myÂ
suitcase, noticed my swollen cheek, and asked noÂ
questions.Â
She only placed her coat around my shoulders.Â
“Your apartment is ready.Â
“Rest first. The work can wait.”Â
That ordinary kindness made my eyes sting.Â
For five years, I seemed to have spent my life waiting for other people to become available.
