After My Family Broke Me, I Vanished with a Full Scholarship Chapter 07
The moment Mom saw me, she burst into tears.Â
“Are you really going to cut us out of your life completely? Do you have any idea how much we’ve suffered all this time? Noah has already moved out, and Emily won’t even speak to us anymore. Are you planning to punish us like this for the rest of our lives?”Â
Even though I had expected it, hearing her blame me for everything again still hurt.Â
For years, she had taken every negative emotionÂ
out on me.Â
Whenever she was unhappy with Emily, I had toÂ
listen to every complaint.Â
Whenever she fought with Noah, I became theÂ
target of her anger.Â
Whenever things went badly between her and Dad,Â
I was still the one who took the brunt of her rage.Â
After unloading everything onto me, she wouldÂ
feel better, but she never tried to solve the actualÂ
problem.Â
She had never wanted to fix anything.Â
She only wanted to dump all her stress onto meÂ
and force me to remain obedient.Â
But I was no longer the person I used to be.Â
“You did this to yourselves.”Â
“What did you say?”Â
Mom stared at me as though she could notÂ
believe I had answered her that way.Â
Dad looked far more exhausted than before, andÂ
his tone was more restrained than Mom’s.Â
He lowered his voice.Â
“Lily, you’re in college now. You need to handle.Â
things like an adult.”Â
“If I hadn’t run away, would you have ever let me goÂ
to college?”Â
Dad did not answer immediately.Â
“We didn’t come here to argue with you.”Â
Mom immediately became flustered.Â
“Choosing a college is a huge decision. Why didn’tÂ
you talk to us first?”Â
Talk to them?Â
They would only have insisted that I attend aÂ
university close to home so they could continueÂ
controlling my life.Â
They did not want a daughter.Â
They wanted someone who would obey themÂ
forever and appear the moment they needed her.Â
“You need to leave. I have class.”Â
Mom started crying again.Â
“Lily, do you still hate me? Do you know how muchÂ
pain I’ve been in?”Â
“Can you stop putting on an act? Are you really going to blame me for all of this too?”Â
I shot back, “Whether you stay married is not my responsibility. Stop pushing every problem onto me. I’ve carried the weight of your emotions andÂ
responsibilities for long enough.”Â
Mom stared at me as though she genuinely could not understand what I was accusing her of.Â
“Lily, what are you even talking about? When did IÂ
ever make you carry those things for me?”Â
“I started doing housework when I was seven. You were too afraid to ask Noah or Emily because you knew they would fight back, so you pushed everything onto me. I was already eighteen, and IÂ
still didn’t even have a room of my own. In front of our relatives and friends, you even claimed that IÂ
was the one who didn’t want any privacy.”Â
“For years, whenever you and Dad had a problem,Â
you took your anger out on me. Then you turnedÂ
around and said I was the one with mentalÂ
problems.”Â
My voice trembled as I raised my wrist andÂ
showed them the overlapping scars.Â
“These scars are the result of what you did to me. If you truly regret it, never come looking for me.Â
again.”Â
Dad turned his face away and would not meet myÂ
eyes.Â
Mom bit down hard on her lip.Â
For one brief moment, regret appeared on herÂ
face, but it was quickly replaced by anger.Â
She could not accept that the daughter who hadÂ
obeyed her for more than a decade now dared toÂ
defy her to her face.Â
She opened her mouth as though she wanted toÂ
insult me again, but when she saw the coldness inÂ
my eyes, she backed down.Â
In the end, all she could do was cover her face andÂ
cry.Â
I said nothing else and turned away, walking backÂ
onto campus.Â
I was an adult now, and I would never return to theÂ
home where I had never truly felt safe.Â
My parents occasionally claimed that they regretted what they had done, but they never offered to pay my tuition or living expenses.Â
Margaret, on the other hand, would sometimes send me money to help cover my expenses.Â
I was always deeply grateful to her.Â
“Margaret, thank you. I promise I’ll pay you backÂ
someday.”Â
She always replied with a smiling–face emoji.Â
“If you’re free during winter break, come haveÂ
dinner at my house.”Â
I agreed immediately.Â
I looked out the window at the sunlight spillingÂ
across the campus lawn and knew that, at last, IÂ
was free to live on my own terms.
