My Amnesiac Husband Asked for Divorce, I Laughed and Walked Away Chapter 05
I woke up in a hospital room. White ceiling.Â
Disinfectant stinging my throat.Â
Someone was holding my right hand. Warm palm.Â
Defined knuckles.Â
Finn.Â
He sat beside the bed, suit jacket gone, shirt collarÂ
undone, dark circles hollow under his eyes. HisÂ
eyes were red–like he hadn’t slept all night.Â
I tried to speak–he’d called me “Tessa” when IÂ
fainted. That was his pre–accident name for me.Â
Sometimes in bed, sometimes in the morning,Â
sometimes just passing by. Had he remembered?Â
I moved my fingers. Finn’s head snapped up.Â
Our eyes met. Something flickered in his, thenÂ
went dark.Â
“You’re awake.”Â
He let go, stood, pressed the call button. “I’ll get the doctor.” Quick. Like he was running from something.Â
The doctor came in, flipped through my chart, checked the monitors, and smiled. “Mrs. Caldwell,Â
congratulations. You’re two months pregnant.”Â
I lay frozen.Â
Two months?Â
That was before the accident–we’d still been… IÂ
counted on my fingers. My face went hot.Â
Finn stood motionless, lips parted.Â
“The child…” His throat moved, voice hoarse. “Is itÂ
mine?”Â
Those words pricked the softest part of my chest.Â
I gripped the sheet, nails digging in. “Mr. Caldwell,”Â
I said, forcing a smile, “I’ve been married six years.Â
I’ve only slept with one man. Whose child do yourÂ
think it is?”Â
He didn’t answer. He took a half–step back.Â
That half–step made my eyes sting.Â
The door opened. Serena stood there with a fruitÂ
basket, her smile warm and proper. But her gazeÂ
flickered when it fell on the space between FinnÂ
and me.Â
“Finn, I heard Miss Vance woke up. I came to seeÂ
how she’s doing.”Â
Finn looked at her. Said nothing.Â
The air in the room was a tight wire.Â
I settled against my pillow and almost laughed.Â
She really was dedicated to this “first love” act-Â
following me to the hospital when I fainted,Â
visiting when I woke.Â
“Miss Shaw is so thoughtful,” I said, my voice stillÂ
raspy. “I’m fine. Just pregnant.”Â
Her smile froze for one second.Â
“Pregnant?” She turned to Finn, her voiceÂ
feather–light. “Finn, you’re… going to be a father?”Â
Finn finally spoke, flat: “Mm.”Â
One word.Â
Serena’s fingers whitened on the basket.Â
Finn’s phone rang. He glanced at the screen,Â
frowned, and stepped out.Â
Just the two of us. Serena came to the bedside,Â
set down the basket, and leaned close to my ear.Â
Her voice was a whisper, like a snake’s tongue.Â
“So what if you’re pregnant? He doesn’t rememberÂ
loving you. He’s only staying because of the child.”Â
I gripped the sheet.Â
“Miss Shaw,” I said, turning my face toward her,Â
also dropping my voice, “Fletcher already told meÂ
about your affair back then.”Â
Her back stiffened. The color drained from herÂ
face.Â
Footsteps approached. She bit her lip, backedÂ
away to the window, and arranged a stiff smile.Â
Finn walked in carrying a thermos. “I had the kitchen make soup.”Â
He set it on the nightstand, clumsy–took him twoÂ
tries to get the lid off.Â
Serena smiled tightly. “Finn, let me help take care of Miss Vance. You’ve been busy all day. YouÂ
should rest.”Â
He handed me the bowl without turning. “No. YouÂ
go home first.”Â
Her lashes fluttered. “Finn…”Â
“I’ll reach out later.”Â
His tone wasn’t sharp, but it was final.Â
Serena bit her lip, grabbed her bag, and left–herÂ
heels rapid and hard on the floor.Â
As the door closed, I saw her shoulders slump.Â
I drank the soup. It was perfect–rich enough toÂ
melt my tongue.Â
Finn sat by the bed and was quiet for a long time.Â
“I’ll take you back to the villa,” he said. “It’s not safeÂ
for you to live alone.”Â
I set the bowl down. “No. It’s one month until theÂ
final papers. When it’s done, it’s done.”Â
“You’re pregnant.”Â
“It’s your child–of course you have responsibility.”Â
I looked up at him. “But after it’s born, custodyÂ
goes to me.”Â
Finn’s eyes shot up.Â
He stared at me, jaw tight, throat working.Â
“… You’re set on this?”Â
“Mr. Caldwell,” I smiled, putting the bowl back onÂ
the nightstand. “You’re the one who wanted theÂ
divorce.”Â
His lips parted. No words came.Â
Through the window, dusk settled. Wind slipped through the crack, carrying autumn chill.Â
I lay back down, turned away from him.Â
Tears slid into the pillow. Silent.Â
I didn’t want him to see.Â
Fletcher burst in that evening, carrying bags ofÂ
stuff–bone broth, collagen supplements, folic acid, maternity formula–piling the nightstandÂ
high.Â
“Tessa!” His eyes were red as a rabbit’s. “You’re pregnant?? I’m going to be an uncle?!”Â
He shook me so hard I went dizzy. “Easy–I’mÂ
fragile now.”Â
He dropped his hands, stepped back, stoodÂ
straight.Â
“I’m gonna be Uncle Fletcher…” He muttered, then spun on Finn. “Finn–did you remember? Why else would you bring her to the hospital?”Â
Finn leaned against the window, eyes lowered.Â
“No.”Â
“Then why are you being so good to her?”Â
Silence.Â
I watched the tight line of his lips and felt that littleÂ
flame inside me sink lower.Â
He hadn’t remembered. He was doing this for theÂ
child.Â
Fletcher kept at it: “Finn, did you read the diary?Â
The one I left in your study! Flip through it–you’llÂ
see how hard you pursued her-”Â
“Fletcher.” Finn cut him off. “Go home.”Â
Fletcher blinked, looked at me, looked at hisÂ
brother, then shuffled out. At the door, he turned:Â
“Tessa, don’t give up on my brother–his head stillÂ
isn’t right!”Â
The door closed.Â
Just us again.Â
Finn walked over, tucked the blanket cornersÂ
around me, his touch light.Â
“Sleep.”Â
I closed my eyes.Â
That night, I tossed till dawn. Never fell asleep.Â
He didn’t leave either.Â
As the sky lightened, half–asleep, I felt someoneÂ
take my hand. Warm. Dry. Those same definedÂ
knuckles.Â
Held tight–like he was afraid I’d run.
