They Buried A Promise For Ten Years, They Broke It In Ten Minutes Chapter 07
“Ava, can you stop being so heartless? I flew allÂ
the way here and you won’t even see me?”Â
Ethan stood outside my office, his coat collarÂ
turned up, holding a paper bag. His face showedÂ
the exhaustion of a long flight.Â
I saw him from the third–floor window.Â
A coworker tapped my shoulder. “Ava, there’sÂ
someone outside looking for you.”Â
I didn’t move.Â
My phone rang. Ethan.Â
I answered. “Ethan, I told you not to come.”Â
“You said what you said. I came anyway. FiveÂ
years together–if you’re breaking up with me, youÂ
owe me a face–to–face conversation.”Â
“When I left that night at the steakhouse, did youÂ
say a single word to make me stay?”Â
He paused.Â
“That’s different-”Â
“How is it different?”Â
Silence.Â
Then he took a deep breath.Â
“Ava, I know I was wrong. About Lily. I’ll keep myÂ
distance from her from now on. Will you come back?”Â
Keep my distance.Â
Not cut her off. Not explain. Just keep his distance.Â
Which meant even he knew he’d crossed a line.Â
“Ethan, listen to me.” I stood by the window, looking down at the tiny figure below. “I’m not coming back just because you’ve decided to keep your distance from someone else. I’m not coming back because I don’t want to be in that position anymore.”Â
“What position?”Â
“The position where you can ignore me whenever you want. The position where you only care when it’s convenient. The position where I exist only to prove you have a girlfriend.”Â
He didn’t speak.Â
After a long moment, his voice came through,Â
rougher than I’d ever heard.Â
“You’re really just going to throw it all away?”Â
I leaned against the window, watching him standÂ
there for a long time.Â
“Ethan, did you stop by Lily’s place on your wayÂ
here?”Â
“…What?”Â
“The day I broke up with you, she was the firstÂ
person you went to. You didn’t chase me to theÂ
airport. You didn’t call me over and over, beggingÂ
me to stay. You went to her.”Â
“I went to see Owen. Lily just happened to-”Â
“Just happened.” I let out a short laugh. “It’sÂ
always ‘just happened.‘ She’s always ‘justÂ
happened‘ to be there, and I’m always ‘justÂ
happened‘ to be gone.”Â
“Can you stop bringing up the past-”Â
“Then answer one question.”Â
“What?”Â
“In five years, how many times have you everÂ
actually turned her down?”Â
Only the sound of wind on the line.Â
He didn’t answer.Â
“Not once, right? Because you like it. You like herÂ
attention, her dependence, the way she keeps you guessing. You think you haven’t done anythingÂ
wrong, but you’ve done everything wrong.”Â
“Ava-”Â
“I’m done.”Â
I hung up.Â
I turned. My coworker was standing in the hallway,Â
holding a coffee.Â
“You okay?”Â
I took it, took a sip, and nodded.Â
When I left work, I looked down from the third–floorÂ
window.Â
He was gone.Â
The paper bag was still there, sitting crookedly onÂ
the edge of the flower bed outside the entrance.Â
I passed it on my way out and glanced at it.Â
Inside was a bottle of wine.Â
Small, roughly sealed, with a note taped crookedlyÂ
to the lid.Â
Homemade wine. Fresh batch. Yours.Â
I looked at it for three seconds.Â
I didn’t take it.Â
The wind picked up, and I pulled my coat tighter as I headed toward the subway.Â
The bag stayed on the flower bed overnight. TheÂ
next morning, the cleaning crew threw it away withÂ
the trash.Â
No one ever knew it had been there.
